wtf man.. gt a pretty bad ulcer on my gum back in my mouth!!! think is too heaty liao.. sianed.. nw only can eat porridge duh... lol.. neway.. getting betta...

its 0357.. friday.. n i'm still infront of my computer!!.. lol.. just finished watching pirates of the carribean.. haha.. nice show.. piracy!!! haha.. love it.. we really cant live in this world if there's no pirates last time.. imagine.. 1 piece of original cd-rom of a adobe company cost u a thousand bucks(photoshop).. bcuz of piracy!! we can have it for like 8 bucks?.. or maybe u go m'sia to but.. only 4 bucks SGD.. lol.. even betta.. testing the limits of law.. USE KAZAA!! u get it free... hmmm nt actually free.. u still ned to pay ur interent fees n electricity... =p piracy just rules all... haha.. now is 0401.. n i'm still pretty awake!! n my cousin started to call his china female frens i think.. he got to know them on yahoo chat.. lol.. nvm bout him.. this si my BLOG!! nt his.. hmmm.. piracy... i think i'm crazy abt pirates.. adventures.. the code of pirates.. evrything.. from flag, to medallion n ship!.. hmmm.. mabe i'll go find some info abt it.. then implenment in the dec moster camp.. muahahahahahaha... so long.. pirates.. phew.. y am i in this century.. i shld be in the pirates era.. lol.. love those adventures, curses, lengendary captains... a pirate code for u guys, "wad left behind is being left behind".... meaning, anything tt left behind will NOT be rescued/take back or wad so eva... salute to Captain Jack Sparrow!...

hmmm nuthin to do at home.. warcraft n just warcraft n me.. lol.. hmmm me kinda no life.. sianed.. need sumting to do.. so went to find out how to make warcraft clips.. dled a on-screen capture program.. i dunno how to use.. kinda lame.. lol.. bored.. wun be updating too much duh.. cuz i'm sure my life will be voring till i go for PLTC.. or maybe till GaoTaMaDeNai delegate me to wadeva subcamp.. then i got stuff to do it..

hmmm its been 5 days tt i nv update.. lol... u guys maybe curious.. y i nv update.. actually is only 3days la.. lol.. cuz the last 2nights 1 day my comp is down for servicing BY ME n my my cousin.. the hard disk just dun run.. n we actually tot tt our data just got deleted.. but in fact its not.. afta the weird things we do.. its ok liao.. hmm... if sum1 can fixed my comp till sui sui.. i call him/her god.. cuz my comp has all the problems tt u guys cant imagine.. lol this time round.. we tot was tt the hardisk is burnt inside.. but afta taking n putting in for use.. we realised its nt.. so we focus on our cheap-to-hell-shitty mainboard.. we config here n there.. plug here n there.. play w/ the tiny jumper here n there.. n finally.. our comp ok.. this was last night senario... this afta.. i formatted my hard disk.. n install half way then eralised i cant read my cousin's handwriting.. hence i cant enter correct cd-key for my winME.. then i switch it off n when to use winXP (i got 2 hard disks)... night.. cousin came.. told me the cd-key.. n know wad?.. hard disk cant run again.. then we do sumthing pretty weird.. we switch slots w/ the cd-rom driver.. hard disk can run!!!! then me n cousin tot of sumthing.. the cable.. then in the end.. we change a new cable.. then my comp work just as nice as b4... i was like.. if i ask a professional come.. he'll just say..," sorry ah mister.. i think ur mainboard need to change..." heng ah.. i know abit of comp hardware know abit of how to fix things... if u ask me.. in this world who/what's the most siao thing/person.. i'll say my comp.. =p

last nite was totally crazy for me.. i met sum new friends.. (sing friendship dance song!!!) lol.. the small is so small.. i met weiliang's friend, Ray.. super ambitious... haha.. he's a nice guy to be w/ la.. 1st impression.. he's loyal to friends.. so he's a friend tt i'll definitely make.. haha.. met a crazy girl... sum ways to describe her.. 10x more worst than sarah lim (4ep y2k3)... 10x more crazy than me batch de guides (nw YA liao.. unbelievable)... i shan't say much abt tt crazy girl.. cuz.. she TOTALLY CRAZY... haha.. fun nite also.. too bad.. keatmeng they all never come.. cant get to know Ray.. hahah...

lol.. i dunno y.. this topic just flash thru my head n i had sum deep thinking while i'm bathing last nite!!!... lol.. ok i need to write the legend 1st...

LEGEND
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SGK = SG kids
MK = M'sia kids
FFT = FastFood Rest'
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ok now i start... the very obvious difference b/w a sgk n mk is tt.. sgk are mostly obese (or maybe increment of obesity, from the papers =>).. but mk are quite skinny.. reason wise.. sgk are much more fortunate as in they get to eat more variety of food (e.g fast food) than the mk.. in m'sia, to get to a fft.. u need to take quite a long journey to a more more urban area (except for KL).. y i know?.. cuz my mum is m'sian.. so mostly mk eat more more healthy food as in home-cooked food.. next point.. mk has lesser toys than sgk.. trust me.. this is confirmed true.. lol.. nt despising them la.. but m'sian earn pretty less as compared to wad ur parents are earning.. this is proven but the m'sian riggit value as compared to ours.. also.. most of m'sia is still 1/2 urban..

ok.. i think this e last point.. related to the 2nd pt i talked abt.. for sgk.. they have got computers at home, toys, PS1/2/X, GC/GBA n such material comforts.. from the outside u may think tt they have a pretty good life.. having all those super fun stuff for them to play n such.. this will result in sgk going for material comforts ONI... also.. cuz of those indoors toys n such.. they dun execise.. n becum obese.. sgk are really pampered like dunno wad shit.. like my brotha.. haha.. ne way.. dun abt my brotha.. make me vomit blood tt can fill up huang he.. they dun experience spiritual comforts.. they dunn wad is feelings, they dun think of otha ppl feelings (last time when i sec1/2 i was lidat.. haha.. but nw changed liao ok..).. n so ofend ppl quite easily.. being pampered n such make them weak in mind n physical.. also.. w/ all the fucking education scheme.. sgk will go bonkers.. u all see lotsa kids bcuming superman/lady when academic results are fucked up.. cuz from young.. they dun experience mental training and spirtual comforts as in they can do wad they like cuz parents keep asking them go for extra courses.. parents dun let them go out of ta house n mingle w/ neighbours kids n such.. so will result in today's sgk...

nw abt mk.. mk ppl are much more chor loh(hokkien).. but in terms of values tt the mk learnt, in terms of spiritual comforts, in terms of metal n physical strenghts.. mk are much fucking betta than the sgk.. really... in m'sia.. parents are nt so educated so cant really teach their kids.. but the kids can hang out w/ nehighbours' kids n do wad they like... cuz they dunnit to go for those fucking extra courses.. haha.. bcuz they can do wadeva things they like.. they din think of the consequences.. for example a boy pinch a girl buttocks.. for example oni la.. nt real.. they dun think of the consequences.. n get punish.. n this punishment i believe train ur mental strength.. cuz when u get punished.. u cant like escape from it.. also u'll realised tt wad u did was actually very wrong.. for the abv example.. u'll get humiliated by frens.. but this trained ur thinking n the mental strength to ova cum those humiliation..(my seniors are so sadist to me tt i'm immune to nicknames n such.. i belive in me.. wad otha ppl say i heck care.. thx seniors!)

this is so different from sgk.. we look at the differences in overall.. both mk n sgk has pros n cons.. mk will be strong in wadeva kind of situations they are in.. cuz they are strong in mental n strenght(4gt to say, mk do house chores.. u do?).. but mk is nt as good in academic.. so mk is the ones in future who will make big money(if they have the capital) bcuz ppl strong in mental n physical will b able to adapt the economic more easily n dare to take risk(my own opinion oni).. as for sgk.. their academic is superb.. but when comes to sumthing emotional, humiliation etc.. they will collaspe as fast as u blink ur eyes..

afta such a long freaking article of mine.. the point i'm trying to get to u guys is.. strike a balance b/w material comforts(zi zhu chang le) n spiritual comforts.. strike a balance b/w mental strenght, physical strenght n b able to adapt the environment fast..

nuthing much la.. just added a personal profile thingy oni lo.. haha.. nt much.. also dunno for wad use.. like ppl can view it.. like ppl know gt this houston toh in this world.. haha..

yo evry1 1... ha~~~~ choo!!! song bo.. gt a flu infested on me.. wtf?.. haha.. no la.. just a small flu.. tml will be alright.. dun worrie!.. hmmm wad shld i talk abt todae leh?.. yet to try the new blogger features.. still can upload photos.. haha.. like friendster.. neway.. hope goat is alright n wish me dooter best of luck in her exams!! hee.. i so gd right dotteR?.. haha.. hmm.. recently think i improve on warcraft liao i think.. i can defeat a normal comp (all races!!!) w/o losing a single unit!!.. micro improved alittle.. thanks to the koreans videos!!! lol.. taught me sum micro skills.. btw.. for those hu dunno wad's micro.. its the skill of controlling the small little units in the game la.. haha.. but my macro still sux.. macro is the skill of building a defensive base n the skill of using ur resources to the max.. =p waitin for goat to burn me ragnarok.. haha..

hmmmm nuthing much le ba.. thinking alot lately.. but is just small triva (or is it travia or wadeva =_=;; lemme noe the correct word.. bu ran goat will nag to ask me improve eng again.. oei goat.. inprove ur fucking chinese la) !!!!! haha.. my english = T_T understand rite?.. ahah.. kinda bored at home these days.. cuz no karate.. no venture activity cuz my batch ppl r so FREE!!! except for weilaing hu's like very BUSY can pei me go watch mid nite show also.. lol.. so long folks.. dunno wad to type le... missing.. sumbdy.. haha.. i'll go try the new features of blooger 1st.. haha.. any 1 wanna ask me ne love communication problem can tag my board.. haha.. too bored at home le.. but say 1st.. i'm nt a gosu (other word for gosu is pro, gosu = 'high hand' in korean)...

*note: this gonna b long.. on ur winamp w/ sum soothing songs.. goat.. plz off ur winamp cuz ur songs r nt suitable for this entry*

here am i in the middle of nite writing a so-called philosophy of mine... nw i'll start..

hu r the couples... couple consist of a guy hu loves a girl n a girl hu loves the guy.. reason of this love going on is nt impt.. this is a definition of couple in my POV(point of view).. i'll type it in 2 seperate portions.. 1 for guys.. the otha for girls.. ppl keep saying.. ladies 1st.. so i'll start w/ wad girls need to know...

girls.. u need ti understand tt males r much more practical than girls.. guys will alwaex think of solutions when there's trouble instead of an wei-ing girls... so please forgive the guys when they jump straight to solutions.. also.. guys are seen to be.. more manly.. more.. leadership in them.. in front of friends.. bcuz of the nature of bcum manly n more leadership in them.. they'll boost ard n such.. dun blame them.. cuz this is our nature characteristic.. be sure to understand tt guys need more practical things... hmmm.. lemme cre8 a senario.. there was this girl hu waited her bf for movie for ard 1/2 hr.. the guy went park car far awae frm cinema cuz places nearly cinema is fully occupied.. so this girl is thinking tt her bf went out w/ otha girl.. then later.. the guy did explained.. but the girl insisted on her stand.. nevertheless.. they went for movie.. inside the cinema.. the girl felt guilty as she agreed it was her fault to accused her bf.. so she moved her hand n grip her bf hand to how a sign of apology.. the guy look at her.. gave her a cold stare.. push her hand awae.. n cont the movie w. anger.. afta movie.. the guy just walked in front of her gf.. ignoring her.. the girl was mad nw.. she was thinking tt she alreadi admit is her fault.. she followed him.. up to the car.. the bf screamed at her.. asking y she haven said sry.. the girl insisted on her stand.. she alreadi show sign of apology by holding his hand in cinema.. n din said sry.. bcuz of this.. they broke up.. just becuz of the 2 words.., "i'm sorry," so girls.. this proved to u tt guy is quite practical.. using methods like holding his hand (the emotional style or girl style) wun work on guys.. words r impt.. words can kill n svae a relation of urs.. the point tt i'm trying to get to u girls is.. if ur bf is nt an wei-ing in any case.. dun blame them or get angry.. cuz is our nature.. also.. if u try to prove sumthing to him.. use words.. w/ actions... actions alone wun work on guys...

for guys nw... u guys are just so noobie... can u guys be more sentimental n more emtional to girls?... girls are emotional creatures.. being a bf.. is nt just a guy standing beside her n say, "yo brotha! this my charbo," girls are more.. so-called like a world of oni two person.. u n her.. u need to be a gd listener.. u know y there's time when ur girl wun tell u their troubles?.. cuz u're nt a good listener.. most likely girls will find girl-friends to talk abt.. cuz girls r very good lsiteners n they can keep secrets n duh... also.. please dun scold her or lecture her when there're truobles b/w u couple or troubles of hers.. u shld listen 1st n analsyt... n then.. an wei 1st.. please guys.. try to put urself in her shoes n feel wad they feel.. think of their feelings b4 u start ur lecture.. an wei them.. calm them down.. when they are calmed.. then u can tell her solutions.. wad girls need is sum1 hu listens... nt practical solutions.. there's time tt girls doesnt even need soltions.. they just need sum1 hu can share they sorrows.. they troubles.. n they will solve themselves...

for couples..
love is sumthing tt u need to support each otha.. when one has trouble n ask the otha partner to heck care u.. u know how the otha partner feels?.. think of each otha.. also.. when ur stead is feeling helpless.. u r the best medicine.. dun feel down just bcuz she/he said tt heck care them.. this will oni worsen ur relation b/w u n ur stead.. this sumthing for problem couples out there.. so long couples!...

-written for a friend of mine n for all couples having problem communicating-

just logon to friendster.. tot of her.. when to search her mail on frienster.. found it.. saw the photos.. memories of her.. in my mind.. sweet days... remember we 1st kissed... sweet.. just sweet.. remembered the 1st time i agve her gifts.. were bought from jap while iwas in osaka.. a pig n shirt.. the pig we named it butu.. butu is pig in jap.. remembered the 1st time she said she'll hug it wheneber she went sleep.. wondering is she doing still.. i love her.. tt's the oni feeling i have.. wanted to go look for her.. but.. ai, jiu shi wei ta ren zhao xiang.. she dun wan me to show up in front of her.. so i wun.. =p bcum a secret person to tag on her blog.. the taste.. none of u will be able to know.. can oni secretly think of her.. secretly pray for her safety n such.. wad's this i'm feeling.. am i still in love w/ her?.. i'm nt quite sure.. i missed her as bad as when u missed sum1 whom u loved is far awae.. the oni different is.. the person i missed is so near n yet furthest awaex frm me..

u know wads the furthest distance on earth?.. it is the distance... tt she's infront of u n din know tt u love her... it is the disyance ... tt ur hot passionate loving heart is buried deep down a hole dig by a belowered-ice-temperature heart of hers.. tt's the furthest distance on earth..

*note: when i say fucking is really FUCKING!!!! note for yitng: maybe u dunno me much n gt offended for the fuck wordings here.. sry 1st.. lol.. i dun think goat is so vulgar as me.. dun worrie*

LOL!!! today ESPLANADE!!!! lol.. wasnt looking forward for it at first duh.. b4 tt went lan with weiliang.. then went esplanade!!! 1st thing i tot of is.. am i i a children playground?.. lol.. cuz many sec1&2s ard.. little kids.. lol.. neway.. waited for jx cuz our tickets w/ him.. entered the audi at 1957 i think.. lol.. 3mins b4 the thing starts.. if afta 2000 we cant go in le.. haha 1st thing i do inside was thinking.. confirm will sing school song!! lol.. nxt thing.. find my dotter!!!! but i failed.. hah.. -_-'' BUT THE DANCE IS FUCKING BEST IN THE SHOW!!!! esp. the starting tt the dancers lie on the stage then do the wavy hands movement.. so nice.. wu shu nt bad too... n cchsb.. their drum.. superb.. bo wei gong.. the skits i tell u.. is the most entertain skits the cdc has done so fair.. cuz stories all damn nice.. the lightings!!! fucking nice!! the mic was like super powa cuz its hanging so high up n still can recieve those voices of choir!!! i was like.. WTF!!!.. =p.. lol.. was touched by the last part where the put down the 8 words: "Hao4 Xue2 Li4 Xing2, Zhi1 Chi3 Zhi4 Chang1".. falsh back of my days in cchms for 4 yrs.. so touching.. the fun i shared w/ my fellow friends (goat they cuz we sec1 know each otha le) n my scouts.. alos.. had my 1st love in cchms too.. so much fucking nice memories.. have sum bad 1s too.. but in the end they turned out sweet n memorable too.. cuz of those bad things happen in cchms i become more mature in thinking i think n also builds the me of today.. when singing school song.. tears nearly flow.. bo bian.. all those things just touched me.. =p the time i spent in cchms the thing i did in cchms.. the feelings i put in cchms n scouting n friends.. i din realised tt my feelinsg for cchms is so fucking deep.. really deep.. =p no doubt i alwaex told my friends.. cchms is such a fucking nice place to be in.. talk cock by the lake.. play by the lake.. saw "THINGS" ard cchms.. its nice.. just so nice.. HAPPY BDAY CCHMS!!!!

p.s: dotter.. having hard time finding u duh.. cant FIND U!!! arh!!! lol.. ne way.. gd job dotter!!! nw i know y ur knees will hurt so much.. remember hor.. ice pack.. =p

back to bloggy again.. y leh?.. lol.. cuz gt things to share lo.. lol.. ok.. 1st i read finsh the "Zhen1 Ai4 Gou1 Tong1 Gao1 Shou3".. a very nice book duh.. all abt communication of eva lasting love.. =p need advice..?.. ask me.. lol.. nah.. but need help then find me.. going to re-read the whole book.. lol.. but nt nw.. need a new book.. maybe will gt the "Ren2 Ji4 Gou1 Tong1 Gao1 Shou3" or the "Ji1 Li4 Gao1 Shou3".. hmm.. the author kinda funny.. really learn lotsa of things frm there.. then also did lotsa refelctions of wad i did b4 in my last bgr.. =p of cuz there sda moments wheni read the book also gt huang3 ran2 da4 wu4 momnets too.. neway.. think of blog those contents of the book here.. how u all think? tag in my borad for comments..

nxt.. back to GB.. LOL!!.. kinda boring also.. play for fun but nt play for win.. but tell u wad.. the noob zone is no longer noob zone ne more.. it's filled w/ smurf (pro chicks) like me.. =p lol.. but so long nv play liao.. rusting duh.. neway.. winning rate is increasing cuz played too much warcraft so i play GB w/ strats.. LOL.. which sumhow 70% works for all games.. like gang-bang (last time strat duh) or sumhow rather funny 1 like stick to the opp so he cannot hit u.. but u can hit him.. (use ultra high against wind if u all know wad i mean)

hmmm chersiong gt a blog.. which is boring.. =p typical diary blogger.. nt like mine.. full of reflections n views.. rite?.. i'll link him up.. so u all can go check.. bt warning to u all.. PREPARE A PILLOW N BOLSTER!! his blog is like a 400-450 words essay.. =p which is boring.. u read u know.. lol..

song bo!! slept like 11hrs todae?!! lol.. cuz ytd morning early wake up duh.. lol.. last nite slept 3+.. woke up 2pm++.. lol.. ne way.. signed up for online tuition angency.. hope they faster contact me..

dotting all day long.. how i wish poly faster start n WCG faster come n i faster go call the tuition agency to find ppl to tutor.. lol.. cuz need money to buy comp parts.. my comp is died.. trying to revive it.. lol..

nothing in this will eva gona change me.. just relised tt.. lol.. i'm still myself.. crappy as alwaex.. i'm a scout.. duh is venture scout nw.. but still scouting.. i'm still a guy.. (of cuz -_-;;) lol.. i'm still continue to care for her.. duh there's chio girls here n there.. i'm still sticking to my pt tt i'm faithful.. to friends/stead(nt at the moment)/family.. also.. i'm still telling friends really stead fast break fast if i think they cant last.. nuthing eva WILL chnage me.. maybe.. as time goes by.. i'lll add more things to myself.. but i'll keep the original.. so nuthing of me is gona change.. i'm still loving her.. n my heart is locked.. maybe the only change it will occur to me is.. 1 more girl will be the key of my heart n open up.. =p

dunnoo u all und nt.. lol..