今天真是有够衰！七早八早，justin 打给我叫我回学校因dexter有东西要给我。没法子。只好起床，梳洗，冲去中正！咳... 我好像睡觉！！过后去打桌球，我发现我的技术进步了；但还是打不赢dexter。到parkway走了好一阵子。走来走去都没看到我喜欢的鞋子；真是“显”一半。但还是买了一件衬衫与T-shirt。还买了一个包包。就这样，我估计我一天内花了百多块了！！

now in lab lo.. kan puo sian leh.. lol.. doing sum assignment about setting up a movie export import company.. know wad?.. i'm the operation manager.. today is so damn sian n fucking long day.. dun have mood to do anything sia.. later after 6pm ahve to stay back and rush proposal.. tml submition lo.. sian.. i dun have anytime to study.. haha.. ne way.. super hungary now.. must wait for 1hr n 10mins to 2hrs break.. sian rite?..

today is really a sleeping day for me.. now still sehing lo.. kan pua lots of proposal to think.. later go canteen sleep.. zZzZzZz.. oh wait.. dun think will sleep.. must eat 1st.. lol.. ne way.. this friday de jia ren you yue pao tang le.. jess half way say got compulsory co concert.. ne way next friday after i finish my last test gonna go out w/ jess watch movie.. hope dun pang seh again.. lol

再一次，我又熬过来了。很多事情我看透了。我学会了控制自己的情感；而且学会很快的从黑暗里找到光芒。真有满足感。哈哈哈哈哈。我已经六天没 blog 了。桃花结？算设么。对我来说它只是一个阻挡我前进的障碍。至于那两位女生，做做朋友就好。幸好我没做出什么冲动的蠢事。这几天我都会很忙。看一看“忙”字。“心”字边再加上死亡的“亡”。一个人如果忙的话心就会无死。所以这几天我就会像僵尸一样，面无表情。小心我吸你的血！muhahahahah.... ok.. 我有点无聊~~别理我。这个星期五我约了 jess 去看 keatmeng 的 harmonica concert。哈哈。想到keatmeng会吹口琴就像笑。你看他瘦瘦干干的，他会有气去吹口琴吗？哈哈哈。算了，给他一点面子。不要在这里抔他冷水。要不然他 monkey 性大发我就死了!就到此为止吧。改天再blog。

我是遇桃花结了吗？我心乱。我的思维也乱得一塌糊涂。我未曾遇过那么纳闷，那么难决择的事。我真的败在这两个女生的手中。一位女生是已经有喜欢的人了，但是那个男生只当她是普通朋友。另一个女生是我认识四年的好朋友。

我现在上课.真无聊,没乐趣.

haiz..... sum ppl may know wad i'm going thru n sum may not.. uknow wad peeps?.. i actually encourage her to go yong gan de like daniel.. am i too gd a fren?.. i myself also dunno.. just know if she happy.. then me too.. =p sms her since morning 1047 till now n stil sms-ing.. broke the record.. suhd i feel happy?.. or not..

lOsT w/O a gUiDiNg sTaR.. tt's ME..

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being a normal fren... is simple as ABC.. cuz a normal yet simple fren is just 2 words they'll tell each otha.. those 2 words are, "hi, bye".. isnt it simple?... u can say chee bye also can.. no prob 1..

being a closer fren.. is aslo quite simple.. just tt the fomula is not as easy as ABC.. its T + C = Talk Cock... a closer fren can just talk wadeva cock he has.. or wadeva fake cocks she has.. simple?.. tt's simple..

being a very close fren.. like brotha scouts n sistaz guides.. tt need time n hardship.. formual is "quarrels + hardship we had together + the time spent together + the things we share together = foreva friends"

being a fren who urself wanna be more than a fren to he/she is fucking difficult.. u are actually trying damn fucking hard to hide ur feelings... when u see he/her w/ the person they like... u'll feel fucking... weird... sour... pain... the feeling is... i dunno... i cant describe.... or maybe i can... u gonna feel fucked up like me now... its really fucked...

n i realise... u know mankind's ultimate enemies is who?.. there're 2... one, is oneself.. 2nd.. is when u get into the love shit.... wtf is going on in me... lost w/ no guidng star.. tt's me..

k... my lappie is fucked.. gonna bring to JURONG next monday.. dun ask me y here... ask me in person.. cuz lazy to elaboarate here..

trouble trouble.. me status = zai xian qing wang zhong, nan yi zi ba... if u can read then u know wad i mean.. lol.. fri gonna go swimming w/ mel, nic, sop n marni.. n still got who ah.. lemme think.. or n mel's school fren... so i assume is chio bu.. lol.. ne way.. life in poly rules w/ mel n nic lo.. really rocks.. we like the life of our class lo.. ne jokes all come from us!.. lol.. we r sumwad bcuming closer n closer frens liao.. i believe we dun have secrets lo.. lol.. they super nice ppl la... next fri go adventure camp sia.. w/ mel n zaki... haha.. zaki ncc.. so dunnit teach him.. mel ask me to teach her how to pack her haversack.. lol.. kinda lame la.. but w/ me around mel shudnt have a prob lo.. we scouts pro-campers... sry ah.. today a bit pms la.. so abut bhb.. lol..

vexing me.. emotions.. all covering me.. confused.. n tired.. stress.. projects.. venture admin... n problem group members... heng i gonna change group.. gonna group w/ mel sop n nic... me n mel n nic will confirm do work.. but dunno abt sop... she seems... those kinda heck care type... dunno.. mel also pissed w. her own grp members.. but ne way.. we'll be grouped together.. so wun get piss..

vexing, unlucky n troubles.. its me..

yo sup peeps!.... song bo... just liddat.. my wk2 is gone liao... i realised time really flies in poly lo... lol.. phew then 1 day le.. ne way... there's a adventre camp which i'm going so probly will postpone the hike cuz camp fell on 16th-18th july!!.. ne way... my poly life is fun man.. me n few of my friends form up a nie nie group.. meanie, beanie, tinie and hinie is our nick.. me = hinie!!.. haha..

ne way... ytd woke up very early even duh lectures starts at 9am.. went to TM and meet mel n teach her html.. then tml going lib w/ her tml again.. oh.. for info.. she's beanie.. lol.. so i like hanging ard w/ these guys alot.. this make poly life fun lo... there ae little class politics now... but sumhow we just hide it...

i realised poly just made me forget her... now i dun really feel for her... n i think tt's good... but when thinkin back rite.. still bit sour... haha.. so xue zhen.. u can dunnit ask me to not give up liao..