todae.. thunder.. lightning.. those are wad she scared of the MOST.. saw the first lightning.. tot of her.. worried whether there's sum1 trying to calm her down.. hope there was.. heard the 1st thunder.. worried she was shocked by it.. just realised.. i'm nt xin tong.. reason being.. i'm too used to it.. until i ma mu le..

n other tragedy happen in s'pore..

haha.. i finally found me match.. =p.. found a 16yr old guy to train w/.. i cant say i'm proer or he proer.. cuz we played like 4 matches.. its 2-2.. neway.. i lost the 2 cuz i was playing in the dark.. u shld know.. human dun have much confidence in the dark.. =p of cuz i made careless mistakes duh.. tried out new strats.. =p.. hmmmm maybe get goat to play w/ himura.. lol.. neway.. i lost is nt thrashed.. is close i shld say.. =p finally... there's a light infront of me leading to my dream WCG..

wah kao.. todae i just watch a warcraft vod.. erm video of warcraft basically.. =p.. its korean one.. KNOW WAD!!! they have offcial wacrcraft tv programmes!!!! wah kao.. how i wish i'm in korea... i can see their vods here but just cant go n see myself..

just watched laing2 shan1 bo2 yu3 zhu1 ying1 tai2 ytd =p.. its a sad story as u all know.. they died n turn to butterflies.. =p.. i gt very sheng1 gan3 chu4 after watching.. i was thinking y parents are so... against we youths having BGR in our age?.. wad's the problem with it?.. firstly.. we have our human rights.. we have our own freedom.. i mean.. we r alreadi 17 (applies to 16++ ONLY)? we r old enuf to think... unless u r nt tt matured yet i dunno.. its our rights to have BGR, we have our own freedom.. n y parents are still going against it?... also.. i found a contridicting point.. no bgr = no marriage = no children.. they y our parents have us?.. kinda funnie right?.. maybe u'll say tt in future parents will let u have BGR... BUT think again.. sum of parents of my friends, they do nt allow they to have BGR till the age of 20.. i was like WTF?? neway.. i think if parents restrict then it shld only restrict till the age of 18.. =p cuz 18 is the legal age to get married i think. haha.. i haven't finish.. when parents restrict u.. u may have a fear of getting a stead in future.. a so-called shadow will leave bhind n u fear gettiing a stead while one alreadi bcumz 18.. u'll gt a stead.. bt nt telling parents.. does it proves my formula?.. no BGR = no marriage = no children.. agree?

liang shan bo and zhu ying tai died n became butterflies.. in searching their new happiness as they gained freedom to love.. freedom to move.. freedom to be together forever... i'm very fortunate to have so-called open minded parents as they allow me to have BGR... n bcuz of tt.. i learn lotsa lesson thru BGR.. lotsa of things.. n made me more matured.. =p

just watched liang shan bo n zhu ying tai the movie.. channel eigth.. i gt hen3 sheng1 hen4 sheng de4 gan3 chu4.. evry family has children.. n evry children or we can say youths.. youths WILL HAVE er2 nv3 si1 qing2.. n y parents will alwaex object to it?.. y youths nowadays, in this open society, still dun have say in having relations or BGR... we have our rights.. we have our life.. we have our emotions, feelings n thinking.. parents shldnt relate our BGR to sumthing tt will harm us!.. i alwaex have this so called jia4 zhi2 guan1 tt when we insist on our stand doesnt mean tt we dun listen to our parents..

futher more.. no BGR = no marriage = no children.. then how our parents have us?.. isnt it mao1 dun4?

in the movie.. liang shan bo n zhu ying tai died.. turn to butterflies.. they gained their freedom to love... gained they freedom to fly freely.. i'm very fortunate to have parents tt doesnt go against we youths having BGR.. i'm very lucky..

todae.. finally gt sumthing to add.. lol.. GaoTaMaDeNai todae came n talk alot of his khakis thingy.. kida funny but also learn w/ stuff.. on shld nt be wang en fu yi.. or nt u gt sweared by the en ren like hell!! lol.. guz GaoTaMaDeNai did it todae just bcuz ngee ann sce din invite him for campfire.. reason y DeNai sweared them is cuz DeNai is so-called the leader who bring Wichita (ngee ann scouts) up.. =p

neway.. went to lan.. played w/ games.. then played w/ keatmeng.. lost 2 him 1st match.. i was like wtf.. cuz alot of small small little things i did it wrongly n thus lost.. 2nd match.. i won.. -tink tink- cuz basically i din do much careless mistakes.. n i use otehr strats to counter him.. notice tt keatmeng oni have 1 strat oni.. so ez to defeat i guess.. or maybe he gt otehrs just din show.. haha.. 3rd match.. he say wanna go liao.. i was like wtf?.. cuz is like 1-1 cant really show hu more pro.. neway i let him go.. lol.. went to bnet n do so laddering.. know wad? 5 matches i all lose... now y?.. cuz the host was like f***ing lag.. =p.. or maybe i'm nt use to the bnet lagness.. lol.. cuz play lan wun lag.. bt gt i guy say i noob.. maybe he's really pro la.. i dunno.. also new to WC3 bnet.. so i said yup i'm noob.. =p i've very gd liao ok.. during match i gt say gg hf... = good game have fun =p.. haha

ate liao go lan w/ weiliang again.. =p then 1v1.. i lost.. reason wise.. i was sehing.. going to peng liao.. nt conc.. my imbal warden died like 3 times?.. lol.. neway.. weiliang dun like to play 1v1.. so we played on 1 match.. then when to play w/ a kid.. played TD.. the kid was like.. noob.. can see la.. nvm blame him.. =p help cover his ass lo.. or nt we'll lose.. =p.. he keep asking for gold.. i was like.. wth... he quited half way duh.. cuz me n weiliang like ignoring him.. haha..

hmmm hi guys.. kinda nv update me blog.. know the reason?.. cuz nuthing much happen in my life lately.. me dotter is ok le.. then dotter also nv update bloggy liao.. also 'she' also nv update liao.. =p... kinda bored... just me n my computer n my wc training.. haha.. nw u know wad?.. currently wc NE raceis like suck to the horde.. so maybe i'll play undead.. which evry1 saying 3 UD heros > all.. lol.. ciao..

nw currently training al war crafting duh.. =p.. sumhow i think i improved haha.. nw thinking bad.. tink i use back NE is betta if i wanna go s'pore WCG.. orc kinda.. nt so shu lian.. haha.. NE i can have decent micro duh.. haha.. n i finally learnt wad's rushing man.. lol.. n harras.. n use of scrolls to protect my army.. haha.. i think tt scrolls are pretty those life savers in wc3 man.. i played for like 3mths then know the use of scrolls?.. lol.. think i shld look at more top replays nw..

wondering how's daugther knees le.. wondering how's jiyang n stead.. wondering wad is she doing.. wondering if she knows hu's NiTeWaLkEr.. wondering.. wondering.. wondering why the hell i'm still thinking of her.. wondering hu's Alvin.. wondering if she likes Alvin.. wondering lotsa things.. sad in the moment.. yess933 help me wonder off my mind plz... =0[ (T_T) wondering y i cudnt be de 1st person she tot of when she's feeling low... wondering..

nw mum keep nagging abt electricity... den blame me for using the comp too much.. it was like.. wtf?.. she keep saying 5-room flat lower than us.. then its like she on the air-con alot.. then gt 1 LADY keep using hair dryer!!!! lemme explain.. dryer's volt > air-con's volt > comp's volt... sianed... tt lady is nt me mum for info.. its me cousin.. nvm.. xi guan jiu hao.. nvm... make her happy.. use lesser comp.. =p..guai rite?.. actly nt.. just dunno wanna hear her nag.. =p..

neway.. currently keep so-called training w/ my comp on warcraft.. training orc n NE.. hmmm... orc rulz all man.. haha.. NE is like fast rush.. but orc was like.. quite slow.. as compare to NE i mean.. haha.. hmmm really need human player to train man.. haha..orc > NE.. =p.. but orc tauren chieftain > UD 3 heros.. haha.. trying to train on tt.. haha.. 4k.Grubby is damn pro.. tauren abuse.. nvm.. think daugther dunno wad i talking abt.. haha.. hmmm.. sianed.. goat dun play wc liao.. hmmm.. maybe need km's original copy.. km say can lend me.. cuz i told him i going for WCG.. haha.. =p.. i mean Singapore WCG...=p

P.S: hmmm.. wad was i going to say?.. eh 4gt.. nvm.. lol.. cuz talking to cosuin then laugh 4gt liao.. lol... OH!!! i remember... if u suspicious abt the dryer's volt thingy.. u all can go experiment la.. haha.. cuz me n me cousin siao siao de.. went to experiment with the volts.. =p

ytd was like.. sian dao aoh aoh... lol.. go sch quite late la.. reach there ard 9+.. neway.. go find jiyang they all.. then me mei came.. n other YA (young adults = guiders = leaders for guides) neway.. we talk cock sing song abit.. then me really go talk cock sing song w/ me boys.. then is like.. they sux... -_-"" cheer also dunno wad's cheer.. lamer.. neway.. FDI n FDC.. FDI was like.. wtf?.. we failed 1 of the instructor n the instructor nt happi say wan test again.. then instructor's leader come.. AVSL sumore... look like a-beng.. nnb.. see him i damn fucking buai song.. kaobei so much like he's the instructor.. neway.. WE FAIL HIM AGAIN!!!!! cuz he really suxor....

went to eat w/ guides... its was like.. wtf??.. shant mention abt it.. goat u wanna know ask mei kie?.. haha.. nvm.. went to RI cf.. which is nt a cf duh.. cuz there's no fire.. bt keatmeng say RI02 gt cf bt nt 01.. so neway.. scouts sux in cheering w/o me leading.. dun they grow up n depend on themselve?.. basically.. i'm too old for ccampfire liao.. yong teck ask me stay.. then i xia lan him.. know wad i say?.. lol.. 'i dun lead a campfire w/o a campfire...' haha.. meaning tt this campfire dun have fire.. its just a fucking big party..

then went to play lan w/ keatmeng n weiliang.. till 2300++ haha.. on the way to lan shop.. me n km dicuss lotsa wc strats... hmm then he say wanna intro his fren to me.. then maybe his fren n me could play a showmatch of 1v1.. =p.. but i was thinking.. lemme beat yong teck n weiliang b4 i go showmatch.. haha.. yongteck skills i dunno la.. but i think i'll thrash him.. i even thrash jiyang liao.. from me view.. yongteck skills is lousier than jiyang ba.. but weiliang.. he's pro.. y?.. cuz he started lan gaming since K2.. he gt foundation.. neway.. i'm going for singapore WCG (world cyber games tournament).. so need human players to train w/.. playing w/ comp is sick la.. lol.. hmmm think me daugther wun know wad i talking abt.. me mei also.. oh ya.. me daugther say she cudn't regon me when i in V-uniform.. kinda strange.. do i look veh diff?.. lol.. neway.. i oni know... when i'm in uniform n gt angry... i'm devious.. beware~~~~~

hmmm went to her blog.. gt 1 of her fren ask me fuck off cuz i mention bitch... n the 'bitch' i mentioned is the 'bitch' in her blog.. =p.. think her fren misunderstand i call her bitch WHICH I NV WILL!!!!!... haha.. i said sry.. din get angry (rythmes.. lol).. which is quite a miracle.. =p neway.. she said she thinks hu am i n said i'm playing game.. i said i'm nt playing.. but she still thinks i playing.. neway.. I'M NT PLAYING!!!!!! juz concerning.. =p she said she'll get pissed.. hope nt.. i also asked her hu am i.. =p.. HOPE SHE GT IT WRONG!!..

hmmm... guess wad?... i'm burnt.. lol.. red all ova.. but tt's wad i wan!!.. wan me darker.. lol.. neway.. todae cchms nt bad la.. a few featured race... 1st... 4x100m B boys!... we gt 2nd!.. first was cchms leading.. then got up by ngee ann.. then becum 2nd.. then DH ovatake.. i was like.. wtf?.. nvm.. last batan.. its ALOY!!!!! he was catching up.. 2nd.. then 3rd.. then its like 1m b4 ending line.. ALOY CHIONG!!!! the china DH was like fucking shock??!! lol.. know wad aloy say?.. he say, "he ova take me at first.. nvm.. act so seh.. let's see hu's the winner at the end".. lol.. play strats sia.. ok.. 2nd featured race 20x100m or 200m i 4gt liao.. cchms was like thrashing DH n Temasek big time man.. the distance is like.. 20m or so?.. lol.. gt gold.. song bo?..

hmmm... also saw daugther la.. she seems ok.. ask her ok.. she say ok.. then ok lo.. so i din talk much of my da dao li... lol.. or other words i din say ne da dao li at all.. =p.. quite sian nw.. dun feel like typing.. tml i cont.....

these few days nt much happen in my life but lots happen in my mind.. =p.. just lsat nite i think.. i chatted w/ me jie.. dun ask me hu's my jie if u still in cchms.. unless u me daugther.. =p.. she told me abt her so-called new crush since her last relation which ended last yr.. dun ask me when.. she said she wun do ne thing even duh if she really likes tt guy (how fortunate tt guy is).. =9

k... crush.. every1 have crushes.. me u evry1!.. but wad's crushes? a crush = infatuation maybe from there will becum LOVE.. so wad abt having crushes?.. having crush is nt a bad thing as long as u dun treat it as love.. crush not equal to love.. (listening to yes 933 hahahaha 933 rulz) sum ppl treat crushes as love.. but they made a very big mistake.. so like i say.. when one has a crush DUN try to stead immediately.. the way to face a crush is to remain as friend first.. then slowly ask ur heart whether if its love or infatuation.. =p.. maybe i'm crapping.. haha..

my dear goat fren todae.. hmmm no.. nw is 1am liao.. so its ytd.. so bloody suay.. dun wanna elaborate much.. cuz of privacy wise... just an advise.. please take note of the time when ur parents cuming back.. =p -tink tink tink- u shld know wad i mean la goat fren...

nw lets turn my views on my baobei daugther.. y i left it last is nt bcuz she kinda nt important.. but cuz i'll be typing long i think.. this some sort of letter to daugther la.. haha.. here i must say tt no 1 knows hu's me daugther.. so daugther.. when reading this.. i garantee no 1 knows hu r u.. -wink- here it goes...

girl ah.. 15th yr of ur life.. from POV.. u r nt really happi.. maybe even nt happi cuz u gt such a busy body papa.. haha.. i just wanna give u sum pointers ba.. sum words i said to 'her' in 'her' blog b4.. evry1's life.. there's alwaex ppl getting in n going out of ur life.. there's alwaex sad n happi things.. sour n hot things... dun make urself too miserable.. a person life is so short.. at most give u until 80yrs old n u'll be in the coffin say bye bye.. y nt stay happi.. i know ezier said than done.. but when u realised tt nw u r sad has gt no use.. u'll also realised tt u're stupid.. y b a stupid person?.. u're a chung chengian lo.. also.. xiang ai jiu ai, wu pa you cuo. you ai you shang, wu fa bi mian. ai yuan yi liao, wu xu ku qi. =p.. hope u understand.. i dunno u can read nt la.. but when u see this.. dun understand.. call me or msg me.. =p.. also.. when a guy is so cruel to maybe reject u.. maybe his has his own problems to solve?.. parents?.. study pressure?.. u told me le.. its ur crush.. its just infatuation.. even duh i dunno hu's ur crush.. i haven seen him.. i haven saw his character.. so i cant say u n him will last nt.. also.. u haven tell me wad u really feel abt him.. so i cant say u dun really or really love him.. i cant have ne conclusion.. =p.. jia you ba wo de baobei daugther.. =p

so sian these few days.. after the BH.. hmmm sianed... think she know i hu's nitewalker le.. just 50-50 oni la.. neway... just did sum reflection on the book i read.. the book is "Li2 He2 Bei1 Huan1 Zhong3 Shi4 Yuan2" buy Liu Yong =p

i've been thinking alot.. i've thinking the past mistakes/ things i did in my relations.. i gt sum conclusion.. loving sum1 is nt for the sake of wanting love.. but for the sake of loving sum1.. understand? lol.. if nt.. let me explain.. k wanting to love is like u want to get into relationship for wadeva reason u have.. such as just broke up need new love for subt.. or maybe peer presure..=p.. if u love sum1 for the sake of wanting love.. this result in liang3 bai4 ju4 shang1.. if he loves sum1 for sake of wanting love.. he'll face problems such as xing ge bu he.. n also have some sort of worries/ trouble tt is nt necessary.. lets go to the person whu really love the abv person.. he/she will get broken heart.. will have a deep deep wound inside he/she.. which maybe wun heal foreva.. n have yin ying of a bgr...

lets go to a couple hu truly love each other.. frm my point of view.. both parties have a very great n heavy responsibilty for the relation tt they started.. sumhow when a new couple start on their sweet relation.. things come damn wel for them.. but after awhile.. both will start picking err on each other.. nw this a time tt responsibility comes in.. if u r picking err its ok.. but u must think.. if u dun like his/her action of sort.. wad for start the relation?.. right?.. so be responsible for starting the relation.. i'll take campfire for an example.. at first the fire is burning great.. but after awhile.. fire become smaller.. to miantain it u must put in more wood.. same as relation.. its both parties to motivate each other to continue w/ the relations.. to me.. a relation is nt mean to be borken but to continue till the day one dies.. both need to motivate.. both need to have commitment.. it takes two hands to clap.. if oni one party is feeding the fire, he/she will get bored soon.. bcuz deother party is nt giving any reaction or maybe hints to the person feeding fire.. in order to maintain it.. bothe parties should feed fire together.. either together or simutaneously.. =p.. its best both feed the fire together.. =p

lastly.. ppl reading me blog.. if u have frens love ppl for the sake of wanting love.. plz tell them this.. "stead fast, break fast" lol.. or if u have frens hu r really loving each other.. wish them happiness.. n maintain it.. also.. remind them.. if they wan a good campfire.. feed the fire together.. =p

wtf??!!! i cant imagine i type so mucccch!!!.. maybe sum of u will say its crap la.. lol.. neway.. if u think its crap.. then dun read lo..

sry guys!.. came back to blog duh.. haha.. past 3 days was like.. damn busy abt the BH.. kinda tired liao.. lol.. lemme tell u sumthing str.. i saw things in the 2nd night when i hike duh.. i'll nt reveal it here la.. later me daugther see le scared scared.. for more information.. plz contact nitewalker.. LOL!!! neway.. its small thingy la.. lol.. str. to the pt.. the last nite hike was nt bad.. cuz all sec3.. then Anthony(Ant) freaked out.. neway. gd hike..

then tonite.. is sec1s.. sum really did freaked out.. but ended nicely.. these 3 days.. i learn things frm albert la.. but the thing i learn or i shld say i realised from him tt.. scouting really builds me..

let me explain.. (cuz albert was like talking to those freaked out ppl, he said scouting builds him n still building).. when he said tt... i realised tt just 'scouting' the word really builds me up.. if i NEVER join scout.. trust me.. i'm now still a bloody sissy sleeping at home n behave like girl.. =p.. cuz when i was a little boy.. i'm GIRL!!.. nt say girl la.. but rather weak.. so pri sch i started to join.. the teacher asked y i join.. i answered.. i wan to be independent.. which is how i am now!!.. can u imagine?.. just the word scouting change my life.. i was damn freaking weak when i was young.. run abit wanna vomit.. but scouting trains me up.. help me to become more mature in thinking.. n also the character in me... in fact.. in me pri sch.. P1 or 2, i was damn freaking selfish.. =p.. but scouting teach me wad's brotherhood.. just like nw.. jiyang weiliang jason junxiang all my buddy!! even ex-scout MZ and shawn.. we r rather close frens.. dun u agree?.. lol.. so i became more so-called 'open'.. but.. just 1 thing i din open to them.. the real me.. =p.. haha.. neway.. scouting rawks the heaven!!!same to guiding.. i bet jasmine limgim n letitia they all feel the same.. guiding rulz!! but cchms guides rather crazy.. scream here n there.. just like me mei.. lol.. neway.. enuf of it le.. =p.. so long folks!..

(i'm quite seh when i typing this duh.. n u all know my eng sux duh.. so sure gt alt of speeling mistakes)
phew todae was like... SEH!!! nt SEX!!! lol.. morning wake up damn early to go 4 medical examination.. reached there.. still seh.. then know wad?.. the nurse call me for 3 times then i know she calling me.. lol.. i was like so ma lu.. cuz there's lotsa ppl there.. kinda sianed.. lol.. then know wad?.. i filled the form rongly.. lol.. i go fill the female section where females declare whether they gt menses cramp.. heng i shade N.. lol.. the doc told me gt 1 guy shade Y.. i was like luffing inside like dnno wad shit.. then finish w/ the check up.. lol.. then going down the escalator.. then i realised i was so damn seh.. i walk to the go-up escaltor.. nearly fell.. i was like wtf w/ me.. reach hm sleep..

then woke up at 1300.. warcrafting abit.. then go karate.. then.. karate was like normal.. just tt the target training was like... damn choR!!!!! lol.. enuf of it.. btw.. i'll be taking part in the katta tournament.. =p

then later went to bishan mac hse meet albert n DC.. oh my way there.. i heard interesting things.. lol.. i'll nt reveal it cuz invlove my daughter.. lol.. (nw chatting to me.. say she lurve me for such valuable info).. neway.. talk alot of scouting stuff in mac.. then brief on the hike later.. i refer it to black hole.. BH for short..

BH.. when to macrichite.. i dunno how to spell like refer to M.. reach M.. then albert brief us.. (gt me albert WL n jason).. then albert lead the BH hike.. it was like reallying fucking BH!!! cant even see my fingers at times!!!! i was like.. wtf?... worse then cchms cca block.. lol.. along the way.. we r NOT allowed to mention our names.. we r called one, two n so fore.. cuz oh the 'thing'.. hee.. so i'm the time keeper.. we spend 37min44sec to fin the BH hike.. trust me.. aft this.. wadeva fucking hike u have.. no kick.. pardon my lang.. cuz the BH was giving the 'high' effect..lol.. when we hiking back
WL lead.. i time keep again.. jason is supposed to tell us the current time.. at first was like.. WL going slow.. cuz its total darkness.. then.. i cant see WL AT ALL.. i'm oni following his bag strap which was white.. lol.. then there's one part we all walk like penguin.. cuz following WL stepping mah(basics of grp hiking).. lol.. but finally we finish it.. tml will be station masters for the sec3 scouts.....

hmmm trying to clarify la.. me nt sad duh... just.. zou yi bu, kan yi bu.. dun worrie abt me la.. i'm stronger than every1 else in love relations.. trust me.. even duh just 1 relation oni.. but i confirmed experience more things than mei, jason n jiyang.. lol.. nt being rude duh.. but i'm strong.. =p

i'm posting those is to throw out my feelings so i wun feel so miserable.. also let u all know me from the inside.. currently wad u all think of me is the outside of me.. u all gotta learn alot from me inside.. my eng sux la.. so hope u all understand wad i'm expressing.. lol.. btw.. ne love prob can find me la.. i'm nt being bhb.. haha.. even duh i dunno i'll try to give constructive comments.. hmmm... guess wad's jx gonna say when he look at this.. he'll say, "dun tok cock la.. u r lame..".. lol.. so long..

~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~_~
I'll always say, "I Love You "

Cuz i really care..

I'll always tell u abt my feelings,

Cuz my feelings for u r real..

I'll always hold your hands tight,

Cuz i'll always protect you whenever n forever..

I'll say, "forever"

Cuz I've planned to have u in my heart for the rest of my life..

I'll always look into your eyes,

Cuz I'll never lie..

I'll always say, "hello"

Cuz within us there's no "goodbye"..

I'll always say, "You are THE one .."

Cuz there's no "two" in my heart..

Your heart will not be locked,

Cuz i'm the key of your heart..
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Dedicated to all lovers in the world.. n to the one i love..

currently i'm in such a happi mood which i dunno y.. lol.. alos.. tell u a weird thingy.. 1 of my cousin when sleeping w/ aircon also need to on fan 1.. she's bit.. erm.. siao..?.. lol.. neway i gt 2 cousins living w/ me.. sumtimes 3.. haha.. my cf.. all my batch of sister guides!!! plz cum!! including letia poh.. whom i quarrelled alwaex.. lol.. cant leave out her amah.. cuz u guides r a gang.. a gang of.. siao charbo.. lol.. i mean during cf la.. neway.. cf planning is 30% done.. confirm need help frm guides.. noriko batch duh.. later i'll tell them when i go school for EXCO meeting.. hope the 2 bitches will agree.. =p..

lately planning the cf.. kinda wrecking my brain.. but nvm.. used brain is worth more than an useless brain.. rite?.. lol.. ok cf details.. hmm.. maybe will need the guides help.. but if the black n white bitched dun agree.. then i also lan^2.. neway.. proposal coming slowly n steady.. gonna make a nice cf man.. oh ya.. hmmm my batch ventures, tell me ur CT dates.. i wanna set date for cf.. n u know wad?.. they say date i proposed. nt the leaders set.. wtf rite?.. if i know earlier.. i plan my cf long ago liao..

P.S: cf = campfire..

finali.. i can sum how talk to the person who doesnt wanna talk to me b4.. its kinda.. tag board duh.. this the best i could do duh.. cz the person doesnt wanna talk to me.. but in tag board i could ezily show my concern n nt letting the person know who am i.. the person wanna know who am i.. but.. i told the person that," u dunnit to know who am i.. i know u, u know me.." sad rite? wanting to talk to the person u luv but can only talk under such pathetic circumstances.. but to me.. its a bit of happiness.. I love that person.. =p

P.S: she dunno who am i cz i put a nick tt she cant know tt's me on the tag board.. keep this a secret if u r viewing this.. cuz i think.. ppl hu viewing this is my close frens.. esp jx.. jx.. dun tell that person.. plz.. also.. asking me if i wanna keep this a secret so y still type out?.. reason simple.. sum of the things tt u put inside ur heart will make u miserable..

haha.. today.. finally i gt things to do!!.. lol.. later going to play pool i think.. even duh i broke.. maybe they help me cover up.. or i just dun play n read my book.. hmmm.. campfire n 2-day camp cuming up!.. hmmm gonna chiong my PSA liao.. hmmm.. my blog nt alot of ppl know sia.. lol.. hmm hope u all can spread duh.. oh ya.. oh.. nvm..

in life.. there's many types of day.. ranging from.. happy =).. moody =(.. crazy.. sad.. sweet.. n BORinG!!.. so its my turn to have a boring day.. kinda shit.. thinking wad i can achieve in life.. status?.. nah.. too complicated for me.. big $$.. nah.. i'm nt $ face.. excitment?.. hmm kind of.. but nt really.. love? yup.. tt's the thing i wanna achieve.. a very very hot love.. so paiseh.. my eng sux la.. so dunno how to express.. lol.. n.. love is nt enuf.. hmm.. i wan sumthing more.. u guys stop thinking abt sex ok.. i noe u guys will say sex.. bt NOPE!.. is a family of 4.. =p.. me, my wife, 2 kids.. enuf.. =p.. also.. b4 this i said i wan excitment.. yup.. but its nt those thrilling things.. bungee or wad.. is excitment in my heart.. in love.. =p.. simple.. i'm a simple guy.. =p

kinda tired now.. lol.. morning woke up at 0630hr.. n was with sleepy eyes... then all those usual boring stuff.. in school during PT running quarrelled with lua.. lol.. long story.. wanna know can ask lua.. haha.. but scouts r like this.. quarrelled liao with patch up almost instantaneously... nxt.. the FDI TEST!!!!...

the FDIs was like.. fucked up?.. lol.. some gt study but others nt.. so some pass written sum nt.. also commanding was like nt bad.. bt sum are really as bad as stuck on a command for 10mins?.. its bullshit.. of cuz.. i think we managed to "PASS" him eventually i think.. lol.. i dun give a damn la.. its they pass nt me.. so i just gave them test..

then go eat.. BC's girl, Li Eng, wanna go eat mee siam.. or nt BC go hm pull his ears liao.. LOL.. neway.. went to parkway w/ BC couple.. then look for seats.. in the end.. no seats.. so we suggest go eat yoshi (tt time gt jason, weiliang, ziyang, tahhong n me).. so we ask BC to go.. then guessed wad? BC got hit.. Hit but his girl.. haiz... frm behind.. me n weiliang was like saying BC pa lao po.. if BC decided to eat mee siam, he really pa lao po.. but eventually.. we all eat yoshi.. BC still gt hope.. can xuan ya le ma.. later go play pool... i msged wenjin.. n she kinda lame la (she gt legs neway).. she ask me miss my daughter... (-_-"") then i hit 1 lady's butt.. just say sry lo.. but guess wad ziyang say.. he say, "wah hit ppl butt say sorrie oni ah?" i din reply him.. then i shoot.. purple ball into pocket.. then i was thinking.. nan dao yao wo yi sheng xiang xu ma?.. lol.. then went home.. sianed... later need to wake up pretty early.. lol...

P.S: BC= binchuan
FDI = Foot Drill Instructor
n wanna know why wenjin ask me miss my daughter?.. ask wenjin.. lol..

todae.. nono.. its yesterday was like... unlucky like dunno wad.. 1st thing.. go cut hair.. rain.. 2ndly.. got splash by car on my way to cut hair.. 3rd.. i tot i left my HP in the LAN shop.. then i went back there.. on my way there.. i realised tt HP was in my bag.. kinda lame.. as in i'm nt lame cuz i gt legs.. but still lame.. lol.. jiyang called me at night.. the lamest n most obvious call.. he asked me venture till wad time.. obviously.. he going to meet stead.. n obviously scouting gt no time limit.. so he asking the obvious.. n being quite lame.. lol.. n he was so happi tt his girl went to his hse.. i mean.. wad's the big deal if ur girl went ur hse n ur parents nt knowing tt she's ur girl rite?.. lol.. but no offence la.. no angwee hor jiyang..

sianed.. tml.. nono.. its todae.. gt FDI test.. song bo!.. going to fail most of the siglap ppl.. most of the cchsm ventures also will fail.. this yr FDI was like shit.. totally below standard... disappointing.. (-_-").. neway.. just polished me boots n belt.. so later my uniform shld be in better shape..

hi guys!!.. i found a online file storage site!.. so i'll do up a banner to put on m blog to look nicer!! bt i need u guys ideals.. wad theme shld i use?.. plz b constructive hor.. even though i crap like siao..

Thinking of sumthing crazy at this moment.... shld up put up the venture time table on a blog*spot? Reason wse is the blog*spot script is rather simple.. just copy n paste it... thinking.. maybe wil try for a wk..
yahoo too troublesome.. need do template.. lazy to do.. ventures reading this could suggest sumthing on my tag-board =p

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phew!.. just reach hm sia.. bit of tired duh.. (cuz of karate) lol.. went to eat.. n blah blah blah.. other boring things which i dun wanna say.. lol.. nt like others.. others' blog is like full day of wad they done.. e.g they say from woke up to brush teeth etc.. haha~ kinda sian todae.. flashes of her in my mind.. realised w/o girl my lifeis bored... hmmm maybe nt w/o girl la.. is w/o love.. my life is BORING.. lol.. ai bu ke mian qiang.. neway.. gt things to occupy my things now.. read on...


last night.. when 4 private meeting with zhiyang (my AVSL=Asst Venture Scout Leader).. then was so.. sian.. lol.. write dunno wad report la.. then discuss abt ourselves (meeting w/ jiyang they all also).. n current exco (exco is like PCEC) then find out that ventures is falling.. like avalanche.. hmmm so i tot of evry exco meeting i go see see lo.. (starting nxt week).. going to busy liao.. cuz going to so-called teach the current exco.. so will be busy lo.. n also.. met w/ GaoTaMaDeNai.. waited for him ard.. 2hrs.. then he talk alot of stuff lo.. he's Chatting Fox u see.. so talk for ard 1hr when we all haven even open our mouth.. pro rite.. he really ming bu xu chuan.. then recently started planning my campfire lo.. maybe will ask lester back to help me.. so ccls u all come to my campfire also can.. shld be ard july lo.. maybe will invite ccls ba.. i dunno.. up to my leaders.. lol.. so long folks...!! =p