just logon to friendster.. tot of her.. when to search her mail on frienster.. found it.. saw the photos.. memories of her.. in my mind.. sweet days... remember we 1st kissed... sweet.. just sweet.. remembered the 1st time i agve her gifts.. were bought from jap while iwas in osaka.. a pig n shirt.. the pig we named it butu.. butu is pig in jap.. remembered the 1st time she said she'll hug it wheneber she went sleep.. wondering is she doing still.. i love her.. tt's the oni feeling i have.. wanted to go look for her.. but.. ai, jiu shi wei ta ren zhao xiang.. she dun wan me to show up in front of her.. so i wun.. =p bcum a secret person to tag on her blog.. the taste.. none of u will be able to know.. can oni secretly think of her.. secretly pray for her safety n such.. wad's this i'm feeling.. am i still in love w/ her?.. i'm nt quite sure.. i missed her as bad as when u missed sum1 whom u loved is far awae.. the oni different is.. the person i missed is so near n yet furthest awaex frm me..

u know wads the furthest distance on earth?.. it is the distance... tt she's infront of u n din know tt u love her... it is the disyance ... tt ur hot passionate loving heart is buried deep down a hole dig by a belowered-ice-temperature heart of hers.. tt's the furthest distance on earth..